In all complete honesty, people are pissing me off here lately. My so-called 'boyfriend' hasn't been to ONE event that I have been in, and I'm in a lot of them. He doesn't even try, because it's like he doesn't even give a care. He doesn't care to see me, and he thinks all decisions are 'up to me.' Where we eat, what we do, what I say. I'm sick and tired of it. I don't know what he wants, and after prom night with him grinding his dick in some other girl, I'm pretty positive what he wants: isn't me.

This got me thinking that how is anyone supposed to trust anyone. The guys that seem the most trustworthy are the guys that really aren't, and I've learned that from complete personal experience. I've been "the other girl" in situations. I feel so bad about it now, but I have been. I've also been in the shoes where there's been another girl. I felt so shitty afterwards whenever he told me that, even whenever it happened almost two years ago...

You think that you can trust a person, because they seem like not a shady person. Discovering the shit with the Geek Squad guy made me realize that every single guy is just after some ass. Even though people are too afraid to admit it, some girls are just in it for some dick, too. And usually those guys are the "ohai, I dun uze condumz" guys. |:.